Famoust Last Words

Now I know,

That I can't make you stay.

But where's your heart?

But where's your heart?

Its a question that has been bothering my mind recently. Sometimes the more I know, the more I realized how certain things work and refrain myseflt from making too commited to it. I am not just talking about love or the lack of it. In fact, love is probably the last thing on my mind. Sometimes an aquantaince can tell I am bothered by something. I will not deny it and they assume it is just work. Probably is.

But I feel is this lackaldaisal attitude in me, that allows me to start see through people easier. I am able to spot their hidden agendas. On the good side, I am able to treat them fairer and not show preferential treatment towards one another. Couple with the extra phsycological knowledge I learn so far from books, allow me to test them for their response. Usually, they are just as I predicted. Either I know myself better or I know people better. But I am more comfortable the way I am now than before.

I am not afraid to keep on living,

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

(or dead)

I am kinda used to it. I don't like to be tied up. I enjoy flexibility, the ability to arrange my own time without needing to conform to anyone's plan or follow an appointment. However, once I promised or confirmed that I will help someone, fetch someone or do something, means I'll do it, wait and stick to it as best I can. Perhaps sometimes I epitomise the complete opposite of a Gemini. In retrospect, there are certains that must be done alone.

Actually, I don't understand myself what I am blabbering here. Maybe the slowness of Streamyx frustate me so much I am lost in transalation. Or I am just too tired lately due to the excitement and happiness surrounding my friends weddings. Its been a really good 5 days really. Still more rest needed.

And did you ask what famous last words it was?

I don't know.