On blogging..

I want to blog about something. But then almost each time, I tend to forget most of its contents. That is because my thoughts already dissapeared by the time I open my blog and want to write something in it. I always believe my thoughs are better than what I write cause the thoughts always come in a smooth stream in my mind. But once I try to put them in black and white, they never sound as good as they were in my mind.

Am I making any sense? I think a lot but I think I forget more than I think. That's why I feel I lack something in life that could make me great. Being spontaneous is a good thing actually, because something its the most original and pure thing that come out from the mind and heart. And if someone is able to hear it, they too would agree and be touched by it. Unfortunately, that never happens.

Oh crap, this is crap. I am just too tired but don't want to close my eyes. In this life, what do I really want, should want? Or do I even want itself..haha.

I better stop now. Ciao..