Truly Lost

It seems I arrive at the part of road when I suddenly realized that I am maybe lost.

Not sure if I should turn back.

Not sure where I am.

Not sure where I'm heading.

Not sure if I should start again.

Not sure if I should continue.

Is it because every new part of the road is strange and scary?

Or I am always afraid of travelling in a new road?

Perhaps I need to walk more to be familiar with it. Then it become more easy, more straight, more comfortable and less scary. I wish I was brighter so I can make more money, or that I am more stupid, so I won't care too much instead of being stuck halfway, not going up nor down.