Much Ado About Nothing

Felt kinda ironic when on the way to LCCT at 4.30am. These songs were playing on Hitz.FM as I can remember, I Wanna, You Belong To Me, I Gotta Feeling, Falling For You. Man, its not like I am going for a honeymoon in Bintulu.

Can't sleep in taxi due to the incessant beeping which sound each time the speed reach 110km/hr on the new meter, the taxi installed. Can't believe it cost RM100 for the check-in luggage and tools.

Fast forward...informed by the Shell Safety Officer we need Immigration work permit to work in Sarawak? I was like WTF, aren't we 1Malaysia? Apparently the contact person only realize this on our briefing day and after much hassle, we go back to KL to get our work permit done. At some point, I felt like smoking illegally and get kick out by Shell so that no need to come back there again..hehe.

So what I did in Bintulu??

1. Laze around in Shell rest area. See people play pool, use the massage chair and surf Internet.

2. Run around the Immigration, tried to apply for a blue passport and travelling document..lol. Felt like a foreign worker from China.

3. Ate Kuching Laksa, drink 3-layer tea (taste like 'liang cha'. Drink beer in a local pub..haha.

Life is seriously funny sometimes, you got too concern about something, in the end, you got busted for other things. I don't know who to blame here or what was the better solution. Life is just unexpected.

Life is Overated

That's what Ahban says..

so I remember the lyrics from Three Doors Down 'Here Without You'

The miles just keep rolling as the people even wait to say hello,
I've heard this life is over rated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
ohhhhh yeah

I'm here without you baby,
but your still on my lonley mind,
I think about you baby,
and I dream about you all the time,
Im here without you baby,
but your still with me in my dreams,
and tonight girl it's only you and me
.......

Live Life

What do we make of our life? Our life seem to be normal for everyone to see. Yet no one will really know how our life have been but ourselves. If we are fortunate enough, we have people to share our life with, people who may know most of our life, like our parents perhaps.

But no one really knew the complete us except ourselves. What we have been through sometimes could be sheer shock to others, and funnily, ourselves too, since sometimes we maybe not realize what we have experienced. Certainly our life path differs from each other. On the norm, most go through the life accepted by society in general. For some, it could be really different and make a mess out of it.

Somehow, what we think is right seem mostly already predetermined by society. We follow what is perceive right by the society. Our wayward ways are usually heavily critisiced and scorned by many. Sometimes we ask ourselves was it worth it? Even if we do not care if its correct, and just do it for the moment, we may end up still feeling empty.

The phrase 'live for the moment' always brings boundless joy perhaps, but with unknown consequences after the moment has passed. Maybe we worry too much after that. But for that moment everything is beautiful.

Perhaps in this life, how we end up is not really what matter, its the people that we met along the way, what we did, how it felt and the experience gained. It does sound like some brainless teenage living their life, but then what do we really know? Then again, maybe the ending does matter, after all, to have perfect ending after going through so many things makes life more perfect.